A week a post
17 May 2011 5/17/2011 07:52:00 PM
So weird~
You know what?
This photo was took few weeks ago =..=
Now my hair in brown color again
A week a post LOLLL
What I am doing now?
I am working hard and hard
I really envy my friends a lot..
They got a new school life
Its no matter taking Form 6 or college or university
School life is better than working life always =(
Working hard for RM1200
The only target in my working life
I wont continue my work if my salary only RM800!!
Its too hard to stay with somebody else
They are brainless even they are older than me
They wont think about their self before they scold others
They act good to you but talking bad about you to others
I hate this =(
But I force to stay with them too
haizz..
Friends
When we can meet again??
I miss you guys really much =(
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I miss ❤
02 May 2011 5/02/2011 07:02:00 PM
Brown World ❤
Its been a long time I didn't updated my blog =(
I am so sorry guys
Now I am working with my uncle and stayed at Kuchai Lama
I am apart with my family, friends, boyfriend and all people around me
It was damn suffer for me
I admit that I am not a strong girl
Always cry silently in the night =(
Now I force to live by myself
Can't rely on others anymore..
It's ok =)
I will be more stronger and mature
I will grow up
I can do anything by myself
Right?
I want to earn money
I wanna get a good life for myself and my family
I am learning how to be patient when working
I am learning how to face those problem without my family
I am really upset sometimes =(
But I will do my best, promise ❤
She is the one I really miss ❤
why?
Because she is growing up and I am not be with her
I am really afraid that she will forget about me =(
And the call form my mummy
It always make me cry seriously..
I really can't imagine how can I continue my life if I stay at other country by myself
Now I am home
But I am going back to Kuchai Lama tonight
Tomorrow work again
I miss my school life ❤
I miss my teenager life ❤
I miss when I was young ❤
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Malaysia's KTM same like SHIT!!!!
24 January 2011 1/24/2011 08:52:00 PM
a very pure face =.=
I'd came back from Johor this morning at 9am
My grandpa went away for a month already
As chinese traditional, we had to went back
I hate Malaysia's KTM damn fucking much!!!!!!
=.=凸
2.20pm train became to 3.30pm
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2.40am train became 3.15am
=.=凸
waste time only!!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!!
My energy is negative right now actually @@
I never have a nice sleep since yesterday till now
emmmmm.....
and my leg's muscle killing me!!
pain pain pain!!!!!
cacat already =..=
and my lovely shoes had sacrificed because of walked too much /.\
haizzzzzz~~~
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STO DREAMING BUT START DOING =D
03 December 2010 12/03/2010 07:10:00 PM
lets talk about my SPM
It was awsome~!!!
It is not so hard actually......
If I got study XD
lol
what I did before exam?
eat,play,sleep
what I do when exam?
eat,play sleep
what I will do after exam?
planning.................
Im gonna to work with my uncle
something about IT =)
I want to save a lot of money!!!
I want study!!!!
I want buy car,buy house,buy all things~!!!!!
STOP DREAMING but START DOING!!!
actually I damn care about my exam result
but.........
I always act like " I DONT CARE "
I never study seriously for my SPM =.=
nice one!!!!
just 3 subjects left for my SPM
account, b.cina, ekonomi
WISH ME LUCK =D
ps:// Im really lazy to blog =.=
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i miss U my wallet T.T
15 July 2010 7/15/2010 07:32:00 PM
report from balai =.=
what I had did??
guess it
fight??
displin problem?
haha~~
no no no !!
the true is...
my wallet was kena curi !!!!
FUCK !!!!
STORY BEGAN >>>>>>
Yesterday I was felt damn sleepy in the class
I had slept when last 2 period
I was blur blur when I had woke up
I didn check my drawer before I went back !!!
I didn discovered that my wallet was left in my drawer
I didn check my bag izzit my wallet was in my bag or not
ok I know Im damn careless!!!!
until this morning
I just think about my wallet !!!
I damn admire to myself actually =.=
I didn discovered that my wallet was not beside of me for a day
walao a~~~~~
speechless.......=.=
**** things inside my wallet
1` rm150
2` IC
3` Popular Card
4` some picture
ok then~~
I cried in the class
can't control la wei~~
wallet lost leh
heart ofcuz will pain T.T
almost whole class focus on me ><
what can I do??
haizzzzzzz......
then my fren company went to office report to vice headmistress
bla bla bla~~~~
headmistress at there oso
bla alot =.=
then they said will bring a theacher go my class
see who sat on my place after skul
our class use for kelas tambahan after skul
useless la actually~~~
teacher what can do what can help??
then after skul I sat at the field that infornt of the skul almost an hour
Im confusing want go report police or not
haizzz~~~
my fren n I had decide that have our lunch at makmak stall 1st
my lao po LEONG WEI YUAN belanja me XD
erm~~
after that
my fren company went to balai
the small balai got 3 aircon =.=
what the hell...
the police asked asked asked...
then he asked me wrote my information on a paper
then print me that paper
<<<< STORY END
haiz~~~~
tomorow go do new IC after skul i think
vif my lao po LEONG
now I were just like a labor came from another country =.=
damn it...
I didn told my parent about this
I think I will tell them after I get my new IC
haizzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~
I miss my wallet T.T
I will kill that malay gurl if I know which malay gurl curi my wallet !!!!
I SWEAR !!!!!
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Im bacK___
28 May 2010 5/28/2010 06:58:00 PM
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hey guys~
im back~ ^^
I know u guys are not reading my blog...
it is ok..=.=
Im not enough famous~~~
fine fine fine~~
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I know I had left out of my blog almost 1 month
soory guys~~
my fault..=.=
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my LIFE??
like shit..
or
I should say...
more terrible then shit
It is BORED
It is WORSE
Is is FOOL
It is a LIE
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my LOVE?
maybe still there
maybe was gone..
Look at me
I thought I was awake
but who knew??
when im facing u
all become chaotic
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my FRIENDS?
oh yeah...
I hope we are good..
just can hope it will be fine
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moody
14 April 2010 4/14/2010 10:41:00 PM
well
HAPPINESS
is too far 4 me
i cant touch it
i cant feel it
damn fucking tired to my life
im moody nw
wat can i do?
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im bek
04 April 2010 4/04/2010 09:41:00 PM
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hem hem~~
im bek~~
我的blog好像有点灰尘了=="
不好意思呐~~
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下星期三就篮球比赛了
我的妈丫。。
好快==
最近一直在jogging
tak ada 1 jam tak balik rumah!!!
oh yeah~~
现在有种cacat了的感觉。。。
不过很充实^^
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前天
是我跟他分手后的第二个月
好快==
在一起时又不见酱快。。
悲哀啦喂~~
我不会酱快有新恋情的~~
我是说真的==
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上次考试抱了4个A回来
嗯嗯。。
没有奖励
算呗~~~
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破裂了的友情能不能再修补回？
saya tak tahu ==
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i noe u hope it will be ok n fine
me 2..
but i feel...hopeless?
n lack of confidence in our friendship
maybe it was no ur fault
but sumthgs had happen between of us is true
u wan me believe u
i will try my best..
dis is d last year 4 us 2 continue our friendship
its really will be ok?
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人心难测
谁也不知道你我的心到底在想什么
其实
不关事的人不要插手好么？
你是在炫耀所谓的关心么？
真正的朋友
即使不说出口
也会知道彼此发生什么事的
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最近经历很多
友情和爱情
我给你们的感觉是幼稚，小孩吧？
其实我懂了很多
你们看不见的另一个我
是成熟的
你们永远不懂
没关系
将就好
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好啦~~
its time to sleep
gud nite every1
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病好回归～～
13 March 2010 3/13/2010 03:12:00 PM
sudah beberapa hari tak ada 更新 jor
dis week punya monday i went 2 skul onli
others 4 days??
hahaha~~~
jz slept at home
bcuz i sick ad
feel mahu mati =="
nvm
im ok nw ^^
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有人跟我说了些事
可是没说的很clear
弄到我很blur~~
其实有些事
不关事的人就别管
不要把你的kaki tangan mulut插进来
只会越搞越乱
sumthgs had happen
n wat v can do is
jz 4get about it!!!!
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最近
msn是开着
放了away
注意!!!!
orange colour 就是 away!!!!!
away 就是走开了!!!!
走开了就是我人不在电脑前面!!!!!!!!!!
人不在电脑前面又要怎样回你们=="
我开着msn然后 pergi tidur pergi tuition punya
dats y i put away ma
aiyoyo.....
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已经拿到一些考试分数了
几满意下的XD
等拿齐了再post
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原来
我的blog一直都有人在看
tapi hor～～
didn leave comment
也没留脚印=="
jahat betul....
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那天在msn和网友chat
聊一下就给人摸清我的底了
说我很热情 (那是我性格==")
说我很容易骗 (saya tahu ><)
说我健谈 (我不说话会睡着)
还说我够力笨 =="
saya tahulah...
将才是我嘛～～
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最近很爱哭
其实我原本就爱哭
只是最近更爱哭
连续两天晚上跟同一个人通电话
讲到一些东西弄到我很touch
就哭到收不到声 =="
真的很malu...
tapi saya tak boleh control ma....
弄到那个人只会一直叫我不要哭 ><
paiseh...
然后昨晚无端端梦到了之前那个他
哎哟喂丫～～
都分了1个月多鸟～～～
还在想念人家
shit....
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最近认识了很多不同的人
真的是一种米养百种人
有些对我够力好
弄到我在怀疑他们到底有什么企图 =="
还有。。
warning你们
真的不要爱上我
im a bad gurl
我是个糟糕透顶的女生
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好啦～～
report完毕
等下晚上要去1U看戏 XD
alice in wonderland
wait me~~~
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big big sun make me sick
08 March 2010 3/08/2010 08:24:00 PM
big big n hot hot sun
reli beh tahan liao~ =="
i feel wanna sick again....
whole day pening kepala
sekarang headache sum more....
yee...
finali my exam finish liao~~
waiting 4 my result....
actuali wait or didn wait oso same XD
2day perhimpunan kena tangkap=="
my hair colour reli distinct
2moro i feel lazy go 2 skul
i gantung sekolah by myself XD
4 day dun 1 go skul
duno can or nt ><
haiz..
nw try go to sleep..
gud nite everyone..
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fuck off shit ppl vif fucking mouth!!!
02 March 2010 3/02/2010 08:45:00 PM
actuali
nw im damn angry
when start my blog had control by u guys?
my blog izzit control by myself?
shit...
i had deleted n rewrote my posts becuz of u guys
wat i had wrote is my own thing
nt u guys!!!
all i had wrote r my life my diary
izzit wrong?
my blog jz welcum my reader
my posts jz let my visitor read
i open dis blog becuz i wanna share my life vif u guys
if u nt intersting to my life
dun enter my blog!!!!
i didn force u guys enter my blog n read my post rite?
i hate sum shit ppl
wanna read my blog
after finish read my blog
den gv rubbish commet
sum shit ppl after read my blog
go tell all ppl wat had hapen 2 me n hw is my life
izzit dis is ur work???
u helping me do promosion?
izzit??izzit??!!!
should i say thx 2 u??
or gv sum present 4 u??
dun be shit ppl!!!!
dun think 2 much!!!
i wont say thx 2 u ok!!!
dis was nt 1st hapen 2 me
b4 i dun care wat u tell n gv wat commet
becuz i cant control ur fucking mouth
bt nw i think if i didn do sumthgs anymore
it will becum more serious n serious!!!
becuz shit ppl like 2 do shit thgs!!!
wat had i wrote is MY OWN POSITION
r u feel angry or hate when c my blog?
jz
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垃圾篇
28 February 2010 2/28/2010 09:05:00 PM
今天没什么大事发生
昨天1点多睡
今天12点多1点才起
如果不是奂军打来吵醒我
我都不懂还要当睡美人几久XD
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昨晚有人打来告诉我有个笨蛋撞摩托
在 seven eleven 前面撞
幸好人没什么事
不过还是去了医院
都跟他说过了
要小心!!!!
不听我的话的下场就是将=="
所以奉劝大家开车要小心
分心的后果。。
不堪设想
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今天下午
无所事事
整理一下我的化妆包
好像垃圾袋=="
我的mascara
黑色那支是IN2IT
另一支是Relian的
短的那支是纤维
不错用^^
全部是eyeliner
紫色那支很不好用
白色头的是IN2IT
黑紫色的是SECRET的
每次都是用这两支^^
全黑那支是韩国牌子BEAUTIFUL U
另外两支是笔来的
效果不持久
其实东西没有很多
因为我都没用粉底眼影那些
懒惰 XD
噢
之前有些人问我
是谁教我化妆的
paiseh 啦
哈哈
我是自学的
也就是无师自通XD
所以没办法教你们噜
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我的书包XD
我知道我无聊=="
样子不能见人
只好让书包见下人
考试要来了～
喊救命没有人来救
等死咯
真的想温习的
可是书一直催眠我=="
睡觉好过
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最近一直在听易欣的心碎
旧歌来的
“ 我无法后悔 只因心已碎
想忘记悲哀却难忘 记忆中相随
她早已心飞 成为谁的谁
所有是是非非都已变尘灰 ”
很有feel～
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这两天我的fb fren request有561
有点吓到><
可是很开心
谢谢你们加我 ^^
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睡觉去
其实明天不想去
因为头发有点金色的感觉
怕中抓=="
坏学生
哈哈
完啦
乖孩子要去睡觉了
晚安各位
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suck life
22 February 2010 2/22/2010 12:13:00 AM
still hanging at here
2moro didn go 2 skul
curi tulang XD
aiyer...
feel boring 2 skul life
oways c d same faces in skul
all diffrent ad
teacher,student,fren
nid face homework,exam n
ACCOUNT!!!!!
reli no mood 2 study anymore
nvm if hard 2 find job
nvm it jz a sijil
izzit no A will die?
izzit no sijil will die?
izzit didn study will die?
clever in study
so wat?
study nt whole in my life
study reli nt d all
BUT!!!!
study reli important
I can say is...
continue study ba..
haiz
so noob
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yesterday went 2 STATION 1 vif my aunt
my fren said 1 belanja my aunt wa...
shit...
i lost my way at RAWANG
i jz remember STATION 1 is near PETRONAS =="
i noe i noob...
my fren ask v follow their car
apalah tu...
STATION 1 jz beside of PETRONAS onli
ppl moutain ppl sea =="
very noisy
i beh tahan
went 2 toilet
i saw sum boys
ermm...
mizz sum 1 again...........
almost 12am v went bek home
my fren still ajak us went 2 another place yam cha =="
sot giah
i 1 sleep geh...
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2day 8.40pm
BERNARD came 2 my house
vif his 3 frenz
chat n chat
nt bad
9.25pm
they went 2 APPLE's house
BERNARD asked me went 2gether
erm.....................
hahaha XD
finali i didn go
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aiyoyo..
dun ask me about him anymore
dun ask me about them anymore
i can say is...
i duno
k?
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i lost my target of my life
no mood study
no mood do anythgs
i jz try 2 help my dad work
more buzy more gud
who's msg or call dat i didn reply n answer
sry ya T.T
i moodless n lazy chat vif u all
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gonna dye my hair in black colour again
haiz~
XXX
b4
u had told me u like mature gurl
nw i becum more mature le
becuz of u
i change my style
bt u r nt beside me anymore
nvm
i hope u oways hapi
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gud nite ya
muackz
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