suffering ='(
05 January 2011 1/05/2011 04:05:00 AM
3.30am right now
I had a sleepless night again =(
I did a stupid thing!!!
OMFG..
who can stop my mind to think about it anymore?
I think I am crazy
if not why I will click to her blog?
the damn thing is!!!!
I'd started reading her every post even stop!!!
who will know that I am finding something from her blog actually?
should I say thanks to GOD??
I found it finally
something make me suffer
something make me feel faint
something make my heart pain!!!
gosh..
I should't read her blog and try to find out the answer
but I just can't..
everything that you told her sound like familiar..
I should't act selfish
but I just did it because you're still in my mind
I can't bless you and your girl just because I really can't!!
In fact
I'd knew you are a cruel guy earlier
I'd knew you wont look back anymore
so I am letting you go
from my memories
from my heart
from my life
I really thought I'd did it but I am not =(
I saw she wrote " I love you "
I saw you said " I love you "
we both had told the same word too
but it's gone now
she has a name same with my favorite song
I'd found something in common between me and she
but she is cute than me =)
she has a natural look without make up
oh GOD...
I realize that your picture still staying in my computer file
I am not a cruel girl
I can't forget you easily
I am not loving you
but just can't make you disappear from my mind
I know that's call missing..
oh boy
you know how many times I am trying to delete you from my FB?
but I am not willing..
I am making myself suffer I know
so what?
I am just a stupid =)
THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS HARD TO BELIEVE
I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW BABE JANICE ='(
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