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the end or not?

01 July 2009 7/01/2009 06:01:00 PM

I cried in this morning

6.30am

when I bathing n wanna prepare to skul

yes

I cried because a msg

the msg from HIM

I cried quietly in the bathroom

no one will know

but now I had tell u all

I think I still need u

I think I still care u

I think I still love u

but y?

y we have a lot of the feelings of apathy?

I think we really love each other, rite?

still remember we had a sweetly time at form1 & 2?

we never quarrel often at that 2 years

we really really felt happy at that 2 years

we very very love each other at that 2 years

but now

we often quarrel day n day

we didn't talk to each other

we didn't had a sweetly time anymore

last year I cried everyday at skul

this year I wanna control myself

I dun wan cried in front of u anymore

because I know u didn't like to see me cried

I wanna be strong but I failure

I still need u

I still miss u

my heart had a empty space now

I felt lonely at the night

still remember u will sms with me every night?

u will accompany anytime when I need u

we had did many promise to each other

I said I will love u forever

u said u will married with me

I said I will be ur own lover forever

u said u will always stayed beside at me

but now

these all become past tense

I had kept all things that u write for me

I had kept all the msg that u send for me

I had kept all the present that u gave me

but what can I do for these things?

all things were fulled up of the memories

I will cried again n again when I saw these

but I can't throw them all

because they are our memories....

I wanna remember our memories in my whole life

I wanna remember I had loved u

I wanna remember u had kissed me

I wanna remember I had hug u

I wanna remember u had held my hand

.......

we can't back to the past anymore

I always smile in front of my friends

because I dun wan be selfish

I dun wan let they worried about me

so I wanna smile n be happy in front of them

actually

I felt lonely when I am alone

I felt lonely when I miss u

I felt lonely without u....

still remember u cooked for me?

u said that was ur 1st time

I was very happy

that day I tell u I miss ur fried rice

u said u will learned again

n cooked for me when my birthday

yes...I will waited for u...

when I sick u ask me ate the medicine

n u will kissed me more n more

yes...I will waited ur kiss...

u still owes me the cotton candy

once week one candy...

many week ago...

yes...I will waited u buy for me...

can I waiting for these anymore?

I am sorry because I never listen to u

I am sorry because I hurt u

I am sorry because I let u down

I am sorry because I always want more from u

I am sorry because I can't stayed beside of u anymore

my heart has bleeding now

n I am crying now...

do u know these??

I still can't accept that u leave me n go away...

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